Journey to the end... Destinations are few...

"If we could sit together a moment
And talk forever just to pass the time
I would smile as the shivers and chills run down my spine
With your eyes are locked on mine

Oh we will fill the metro skies with country air
And when you close your tired eyes I'll meet you there
I'll meet you there

Deep inside of you there’s a ruby glow
And it gets brighter then you and I will ever know
There’s a rushing sound that surrounds us when we walk alone
And it’s everything we've never known

Wander down the street
And I would be the pavement beneath your feet
If we could just be immobile for some time
And finally figure out the way we feel
About the missing puzzle pieces and cloudy question marks
It still looks a bit surreal

Oh I tend to disappear here and there
So concentrate and you’ll feel me everywhere
And will feel the metro skies with country air
If you’re lost when you close your eyes I’ll meet you there

You could be anywhere
I’ll meet you there
You could be anywhere
Open your eyes and see everything you can be
I'll meet you there!!!"
- Owl City



Something... actually rushed down my spine as I heard this song, It is 2:30 AM, I was trying to sleep, but sleep would not come, mind flies back to the lost time of 2006. It is so strange, today, I have lost the immense zeal of fighting, fighting for igniting those emotions.

With constant NOs, I kept on trying, I pushed, I pushed, I explained and I explained. Months passed.. every week, I had two answers.. Yes... oh No no.. But I didn't give up, coz I felt no problem is a problem big enough. (I feel 2006 was the foolest year of my life, I shouldn't have done that). Relationships can not work like this, it is so mutual. The zeal need to be there both side.

Not sure if two people, one who always see solutions and the other who always see problems can understand each other. A pre-conceived notion, an ambition, a fear, a pain or a simple problem is individually enough to destroy a relation. So contrary, to what I always used to believe.

I was a fool, yes life gives you few problems including ones which can not be solved, they change the life like one of those volcanic eruptions, and you can see nothing else than the red hot lava all around.

God bless all who are going through those phase of immense try... trying to make a relationship or trying to make a relation run!!!!

It is merely a belief, few beliefs are based on logic, like science... but not all...!

Love is a belief which has no logic, you destroy the relationship of love when you try and find logic of being in Love! The morning spray of deo is love, the bed tea is love, staring God's idol is love, walking in rain is love, looking at starlit night is love, looking at a baby smile is love, the smell of flower is love, holding hand is love, crying laughing is love, creating poetry is love, being alive is love - yes love for life!

I feel blessed, I am still alive, I have all my organs and body parts intact!!

Yes problems will still come, and I may not be able to solve all of them, so accepting few of them the way they are and moving on can also be a solution, those problems may actually decide a new path for our lives, and may give us a new life, which can actually be worth living.

"Deep inside of you there’s a ruby glow
And it gets brighter then you and I will ever know..."

Yes, you will know and I'll meet you there!!!

Life is Huge, moments repeats itself...

I see her right beside me... in the picture... we took in our dreams!
She is holding me and still smiling for future unseen!

I recollect, she was my inner fire... my only desire...
With her, I planned my life complete!

With her,
I decorated Rainbow, behind the dark clouds so mean,
With her,
I wanted to fly like a bird,
From the mountains to the unending sea.

She was my only desire,
My only window,
To this heavenly world green!!

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when september ends

Like my fathers come to pass
Seven years has gone so fast
Wake me up when september ends

Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are

As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when september ends

Ring out the bells again
Like we did when spring began
Wake me up when september ends

Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are

As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when september ends!!!!

I walked in you walked out,
I knew right then something was up!

Ya said 'don't ask me no questions won't tell ya no lies'
It comes as such a surprise!!

Think i'll close my eyes to the pain..
'cause tonight in don't wanna know where you've been

Baby just swear... swear that you will lie to me!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5dPHSxF0VNw

Take me far away
Far away
Take us both today
Before we break

Forever changing faces
Whatever gets you free
I just can't go on with this uncertainty
What will bring us face to face
What in me would you replace
If I could fully show you I believe

Take me far away
Far away
Take us both today
Before we break
Take me far away
Need a change to make
All I need to say
We won't break

Forever meet your promise
You won't let me down
Want you in my life
But now you can't be found
Wish you knew how hard I've tried
To be near you all the time
I guess you forget but you won't forgive
Forgive

Take me far away
Far away
Take us both today
Before we break
Listen to the sound
Everyone around
The future on the ground
We won't break
Take me far away
Need a change to make
All I need to say
We won't break
We won't break
We won't break

To feel the warmth..
When I will hold it...
To own the blaze...
When it will ignite me...!
I run... I run in search of,

My Torch, My Soul, My Almightly!!
My Own,
For my own Journey!