Journey to the end... Destinations are few...

It is such a perfect day - Cold Play (playing in my head phone). I am positive as I ride the white liner to home.. thinking about her... Cold play is still singing - "The sky could be blue... could be gray... I don't mind.. without you it is just a waste of time"

I have bought this wonderful watch for her. Well it is the most expensive watch I have bought till date. I am feeling very positive and happy, I have a plan, plan to enjoy my 2nd anniversary, where we would just celebrate togetherness... I don't know if I can do that... but I can try... She has to agree to come and see me in the evening though (The background story.. later).

The wind is gushing into me from the windows, I can barely write due to the jerk in the third last seat of the bus, but it helps when there are hardly any people around. It is like my own world here in this weirdly attached tri-seats!

This reminds me of those rides to office together... well.. only her cell phone had FM and it used to be a sweet tussle, who would be listening to those romantic "Gajab ka hai din" but we were very accommodating with one ear plug each. She used to like it slow and soft and I used to like it loud and hard. I don't think I have left any opportunity to irritate her... that time it used to be swinging the volume to the extremes!

After she went to her parents place (Patience!! - The Background story - later), I couldn't hear FM, so I bought a cell phone... When I entered that shop the first criteria was "Show me a cell phone with FM". After that day I had continuously played FM (Yeah! i am a maniac) when I am on my way to office or when I return home...
They played "Gajab ka hai din" the other day.. I enjoyed... but when I used to look at the people outside.. the traffic... everything seemed to be in hurry.. everything thing seemed running... The song was the same, this time even with both the ear phones but the moment was not freezing time as it used to while sharing one ear plug!!!

They have started excavation for the new metro line in the bypass. The city is towards its max urbanization.

The glasses of the window in the bus beside mine are sweating by air condition inside, everyone sitting inside the bus looks the same, all looking out of the window in the same direction. I have no clue what are they searching... How quite it looks for them! They are all moving to the same location, doing the same thing.... "Waiting...!"

I just realized the song list has shuffled... it is playing Dido - Don't leave home (If you are cold I keep you warm... if you are low... just hold on.. coz I will be your safety... o..o.. don't leave home.. Oh how quiet, quiet the world can be
When it's just you and little me)

The couple riding the bike... OH!!! It is Deja vu... I felt I was there riding this bike with her... and right here in the window seat where I am... there was this guy who was staring at us... but I guess I was so flourished with happiness then, that I just didn't realize then!!!

Na jaane koi... kaisi hai ye zindagani... HUMARI ADHURI KAHANI... (Song is shuffling very fast)...

I need to get down... my intermediate halt has come...!!!

Being thoughtful, emotional, sensitive, nostalgic all at one time!!

It is like i want to do something but i don't feel like doing it..
It is like i want to write but can't find words..
It is like i want to listen to a song but I can't find the lyrics..
It is like i want to stay in this world but i want to reach the moon as well..
It is like i want to swim but i want to fly as well..
It is like i want to be awake but i want to sleep as well..
It is like i want to hear but i want to speak as well..

I am going crazzzy... don't know what I have written.