Journey to the end... Destinations are few...

Chand Akela.. Noor Akeli..
Es anjaane jungle mein..
Jaagte hum bhie..
Jaagte wo bhie..

Aankhen khole-khole jo,
Khwab humnein dekhe..
Unke puray hone mein..
der wahi.. ab bhie..

Phir kyun..
Aisa lage..
Band lifafa thaame!
Jaane kaise..
Humnein zindagi padhli!!!

You Left me!!

Said

"Take Care...
Please let me be FORGIVEN"

Tiny boxes! Some pictures!
Wonder if they are real!!!


Smiles or frown.. Love or jester..
Truth so cruel.. Trust so trickster..
Destination one vivid...Turning drab..
Have we seen it.. seen it gash...?


Darned wings.. flapping harder..
Changing times..
Its time to alter..


Today forgotten..
Like yesterdays!
Still an erratic malaise..
Blinking somewhere!


Make way...
Let the journey begin..
Again..
To the endless sea..
Now, from nowhere!!

On the way back, I met droplets!
The song was sad, that's how the evening wade!
Wind was confused, blowing from everywhere!

With or without you, I don't know how!!!
I have this feeling, can't express it now!!!
Nothing will wait, not this day, not tomorrow!
We will be gone, like yesterdays,
Never coming back again!
With the new Sun, you will see another day!!
The new moon will bring another romantic glee!!

We will be gone and will remain only I
It would be weird even to present a smile
Lost in the world of known-strangers
At times our life will still remind..
Faintly, even those memories will die..

I wish, I could stop the time
I wish, I have tomorrow as yesterday, everyday!!!
I wish I could open my eyes!
But you are gone, I am gone!
It is just empty roads and the silent cry!

You smile at me and I smile at you,
In the mirror, when I see you!
Eyes fear to blink, they know this is a dream!
I smile at you and you see me smile
what has remained is only me and I

I wish it was different..
We could hold hands again..
Like there would never be tomorrow..
I wish i was whispering in your ears,
And seeing your face lit up with delight

I wish this was not what i was wishing

I wish you believed,
I wish you tried!!

Yaad aati hain daastaane..
Bejubani gungunate kayi karnaame..

Buland hauslo se karvat badalte..
Zindagi kay anginaat paimaane..

Dhundhle se mod pe adhuri yaadein..
Rokti hai raasta aaj phir..
Kya choot gaya peechay...
Aur kya hoga kal..kya jaaney..

Ranjish hai sabse kaisi..
Kya dosh unka..
Wo raaste he the anjaane...
Manjil shayad mil jaati..
Agar kuch aur duur...
Haath humne hote thaame..

Kya paaya usne...
Kya khoya humne...
Zindagi ke uljhe pal mein..
Aaj phir Dil baitha sochne..
Rista.. Vaada.. Hasna.. ya Rona..
Dhadkan.. saanse.. saath ya baatein..
Kya hota hai matlab inka..
Kaise koi jaane..
Kaise pahechane!!!!!

Today I saw myself in the mirror, I look mature, I look like a man now… The face is still the same but they give unique vibes, asking questions, like this is what it was supposed to be?

Eyes have become a little dull (I have started wearing specs), I don’t really look into them. They scare me; they tell me the truth of my journey… I hide, I run; I laze in the lost past and lost beliefs. I sleep over it, everyday it is the same. I try and then I try and then I again try.

At times it is just such weird silence, it is so weird that it talks to me… at times it is just too much of noise… my eyes hate noise… they have always washed the noise away… and then there is Silence again.

When was I happy? Yes I was, I know. When was I sad? Yes I was, I know. When was I not either? I don’t remember…

It is a journey after all, knowing the unknown and the thing I haven’t learnt is unknowing the known...

When I saw me… the mirror told me, this day won’t be given to you again, you wouldn’t look like this ever again, tomorrow you will have one more gray hair, tomorrow there would be so many less breathe left…

I ask, what is left, what I have not seen, and what would I see more, the mirror is numb, showing me The Me... Guess, I haven’t seen myself enough, Guess it is just me that I have not seen enough, it says I have to see me more.. Day after another, here at the same place!!!

If I had mirrors everywhere what would I fill it with… not me!!!
I would fill it with BELIEF and INNOCENCE to see the real me, Once Again…!

I wait for the Journey… coz this destination is not me!

Tere Beenaa Jiyaa Jaaye Naa
Tere Beenaa Jiyaa Jaaye Naa
Bin Tere, Tere Bin Saajanaa
Saans Mein Saans Aaye Naa

Jab Bhee Khayaalon Mein Too Aaye
Mere Badan Se Khushaboo Aaye
Mahake Badan Mein Rahaa Naa Jaaye,
Rahaa Jaaye Naa

Reshami Raate, Roj Naa Hogee
Ye Saugaate, Roj Naa Hogee
Jindagee Tuz Been, Raas Naa Aaye,
Raas Aaye Naa