Journey to the end... Destinations are few...

Human psychi, first sight, hardly 5 sec and the nature, behavior, perception and tendency are all inside out. One becomes so good with character assassination with time. I completely believe in the 6th sense. The first time you meet a person, you shake hands, and the vibration says it all. The first time you see a person smiling, first time you see the eyes moving, first time you see the neck wobbling, first time you see the eye-brows quivering. I know observation is the only silent and under-paid teacher. Yes it reaches the destination slowly like our own Mr. Tortoise. In recent times I have met quite a few personalities (I feel every person you meet is a personality in themselves), and I couldn’t stop myself then share the different prototypes. I always keep building these prototypes in my brain and I try to update them as and when I meet someone new, yes being unassigned at work helps.

When it comes to meeting a stranger, the place you are in, plays such a momentous role. It is so different; when it is a night club, or on an excursion to Sunderbans, or a library, or a dinner table, or a temple, or in a meeting room and not to forget in office (meeting new colleagues). Every place has its own role to play on your perception about the stranger, offcourse, a temple will not do the trick which a night club will. A dinner table will never do the magic’s of Sunderbans. Though one can always talk about places; it doesn’t matter where you are meeting. But more than anything else, I am concerned about those initial 5 sec. Those 5 sec makes you discover a lot about the person’s grooming; his intentions about few things, his observation skills, which I again want to accentuate, is the biggest teacher in this world (Analogous to observation one also lean towards being lazy and a little less adventurous); his confidence; the most important thing is his belief in you or his assessment of those 5 sec of you as stranger to him; his tolerance; the list is endless.

I remember Kaustav sir emphasizing on it in our GMCS classes, how the interviewer decides subconsciously that this is the person he was looking for, as soon as the interviewee enters the room. How exciting it used to be to learn the facts which were living submerged in the gigantic brain. We all know the Assessment Form is there in everyone’s subconscious; awareness and observation of surroundings helps brain enunciate it. Yeah I had my luck with all the interviewers, who have tried to know me their way including my would-be in-laws.

"I have so many things to add here…"

I finally found someone
That knocks me off my feet
I finally found the one
That makes me feel complete

It started over coffee
We strated out as friends
It's funny how from simple things
The best things begin
This time is different
And it's all because of you
It's better than it's ever been
'Cause we can talk it though
My favouite line was
"Can I call you sometime"
It's all you had to say
To take my breath away

This is it, oh I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one
To be with every night
'Cause whatever I do It's just got to be you
My life has just begun I finally found someone
Did I keep you waiting? I didn't mind
I apologise, baby that's fine

I would wait forever just to know you were mine
You know I love your hair
Are you sure it looks right?
I love what you wear
Isn't it too tight?
You're exceptional I can't wait for the rest of my life
This is it, oh I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one
To be with every night
'Cause whatever I do It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone
And whatever I do It's just got to be you


My life has just begun I finally found someone

Meri in Saanso ki kashti,
Tanhai se kuch kehti hai!

"Kab tak yahan tera dera hai?
Kab tak ye ghar tera hai?
Kyu tu har pal sang rehti hai?
Kyu tu har pal kuch kehti hai?"

Tanhai ka ye kehna hai...

"Tum jo har pal dhemay chalti ho,
Jaane kyu chup tum rehti ho?
Kin baaton ne tumko ghera hai,
Kyun tumhara jeevan sehma-sehma hai?
Bus yahi pata mujhko karna hai,
Wo jo nahi hai tumhare pass
Ab har pal mujhe tum-sang rehna hai"

"Tanhai, Tum jaogi toh wo aaenge,
Sang saari khusiyan layenge
Jeevan wo mujh-sang bitaenge
Phir kabhie na durr jayenge
Jao tum jao, wo jarur aayenge"

"Jab wo aaenge, toh main jaungi!
Phir kabhie bhie na aaungi,
Tumne mujhko kya samjha hai,
Ye ghar jitna tera hai, utna mera hai!
Raaton deep maine jalaye hain,
Jab koi na tha,
Lamhe kitne sang bitaye hain!
Ab tumhe wo pyara hai?
Dekhna…
Ek din tum phir mujhe pukarogi,
Aaj nahi toh kal manogi"

"Tanhai, tumhe ab tanha karna hai,
Un sang ab har pal rehna hai,
Tumhe ab kuch na mujhe kehna hai!!
Wo aa rahen hai dekho....
Bus!
Ab nahi mujhe tum sang rehna hai,
Ab nahi mujhe tum sang rehna hai!!!!

Deep inside my Eyes... You always stay!
I see you and the Rainbow says...
"These are the colours, I give you,
They are made only & only for you!!!

Deep inside my Thoughts... You always stay!
I feel you and the Wind says...
"This is the smell, I give you,
It is made only & only for you!!!

Deep inside my Heart... You always stay!
I feel you and your Heart says...
"This is the love, I give you,
It is made only & only for you!!!

Din wahi hai, Raat nayi!
Mausam wahi hai, Barsaat nayi!
Yu toh aati thi neend kabhi..
Par teri yaad mein gayi kahin..

Ab akele baith sochta hun,
Din raat tujhe khojta hun!
Shayad ho tu yahin kahin,
Ho Shararat purani wahi!!

Dhundli saari, aansu hatate hain..
Mujhko har baar, yahi jatate hain..
Ab Tu hai durr kahin..
Tu hai ab durr kahin..

Rokta hun inko samjhakar..
Ponchta hun inko behlakar..
Zindagi nahi chuti abhie..
Raaste nahi khoye abhie..

Manjil chahe na dikhti ho..
Duniya chahe na sunti ho..
Par ehsaas tera hai ab bhie!
Par saath tera hai ab bhie!

Pyar tera hai ab bhie..
Vishwas tera hai ab bhie!

Har pal ab bus..
Intajaar tera hai ab bhie!

Har pal ab bus, teri kami hai..
Pyar ki saanse, sehmi-sehmi hai..
Khwabo ka na ab dera hai...
Pariyo se na rishta mera hai!!!!

Boonden baarish ki, mujhpar girti hain...
Mauka dekh aankhen, sab keh deti hain..
Mushkile rasta roke khadi hain..
Manjil na jaane kon, ab apni hai!!!

Toofan hansi ka, ab na ghera hai...
Saanso ka karvan thehra-thehra hai..
Dhadkan pukarti ruk-ruk kar hai..
Zindagi bachi, par jivan zinda kuch pal hai!!!!

Mere saaye par na hak mera hai..
Na jaane kyu? Phir se pyar na tera hai..
Na jaane kyu? Phir se saath na tera hai..
Vaade saare kya tere jhoote hai?
Jaane phir kyun palke teri kuch kehti hain?

Kyu ab!!!

Phir kyu mushkile raasta roke hai?
Phir kyun daaman tu mera chode hai?
Phir kyu muh tu mujhse mode hai?
Phir kyun akela tu mujhko chode hai?
KYU AKELA TU MUJHKO CHODE HAI?????

Baadlon ki udaan,
Es jahan se uss jahan..

Duriyon ka imtehaan..
Dur hota apna jahan!!!

Sunhari dhoop ki ye chaadar,
Chandi sa roshan..
Baadlo ka ye kaarvan..
Meethi is ye khusboo..
Unke paas hone ka ghuman,
Jaane phir bhie kyu akela main yahan?

Dur hoti har pal zindagi!!
Unki khilkhilaati hansi ka,
Mann mein liye armaan..
Main ab jaane kis jahaan..


(Its really tough when two people live in different cities... and when u return to your city after meeting one another, after spending the MOST desired time of your heart... hoping u will again meet soon but that doesnt happen... You wait and wait and wait... and WAIT.....!!!! >>>

Kya chaahte hain?
Bus tumse ek vaada chahte hain.
Humne toh kiya hai.
Tumse bhie karvana chahte hain.
Zindagi ke har chote mod par,
Tumhare kadmon se kadam milana chahte hain.
Ke har pal ab bus,
Tumhari muskurahat aur badhana chahte hain.
Ho saath tumhara humesha,
Ke khwahishen apni puri karvana chahte hain.

Love and Expect then Disappoint and Apart...!!!

We all know this... and dump it in our mind…
Is it the same way we remember neighbor’s name plate at the door? For the moment we see it, else... its all gone, out somewhere in the mind.

People who wish true love...!! Must have been rained with some kind of notion... right in the middle of the night... when they woke up from their deadliest nightmare and only thing they feel is "If there had been true love.. I wouldn't have had this nightmare"

If cloud and rain are the symbols one used to visualize, its Love and compromise that matters..!!!

If you love you have to compromise!! And the level of compromise determines the intensity of Love!

Somewhere there is always a fear of loosing the one you have chosen for your life! People fear loosing.. Let it be a sport or for that sake Life!!!

Am I using the hammer really hard…? Ok! Love is there, have you find it…?? Keep it with you, for your life, don’t let it go… Do whatever possible… If both person have the same feeling (I have found Love) and if both understand (Keep it with You) it…

Love will be Life!!!!

Dur hun main tumse abhie
Par nahi faasla Dil ka...
Pyar ki raahon pe chalte hue,
Chale aane hai mujhe tum tak ..
Duniya banaye laakh bahane!!!
Phir bhie hum haath thaame!!!!
Raatein ho chahe kitni kaali..
Din ko hum chale bulane...

Saath jo hai ab tumhara!!
Kaun mujhsa es jahan mein?
Saanse tum se.. jeena tumse..
Khusiyan tum se.. Rishte tumse..
Mausam tum se.. Geet tum se..
Subah tum se.. Raat tum se..
Mere jivan ki har baat tumse..
Meri har ek saans tumse..
Mujhe bahut hai pyar tumse!!
Nahi reh sakta ab dur tumse..!!

Human psyche once again did it, and will keep on doing it. It’s so funny. Even when they know what is in there they will ask. They will push it hard, they know nothing will change but they will keep on visiting it. Just like the Fish in the aquarium. She knows world is the same old place, it wont expand even if u roam around, reasons might be many.. food.. yes offcourse!!! but is it only about food.. neh.. there is something more to it… the brain.. which is the leader of stomach.. for that sake…. of every so called organs..

Why am I blabbering so much.. just wanted to share my cookies jar with you..
I have a Cookies jar.. with me at my desk in the office.. the best thing abt it is.. that its empty!!!! My cubical almost faces the entrance gate.. now here starts my story.. I have almost 10 people coming to my place every min.. if some how this number goes down to 5 or 3 I feel like I am not in office… The first question which gums the guys to conversation is “hey you have work.. what are u working on?” interesting isn’t it? People coming and asking about work.. this happens when u are in a new practice.. which is craving for its market and the work is obviously less as compared to well established practices. So back to their question, I answer the same thing to everybody.. explaining abt the job.. sometimes I have to explain the same guy on his 2nd or 3rd or I don’t know how many visit to my anytime hailing cubical… this also helps me.. all that’s negative is positive somewhere…so atleast I am sure abt the work I am doing.
Now whenever some one peeps in they find this tempting can in brown… cookies printed all over.. they cannt keep there hands in their control.. as if they have this magnetic thing going with the can.. they will lift it in full confidence of finding the yummiest cookies inside.. and no sooner than this I find their face grinning.. y? u obviously know y.. and the next question which follows their wide face is “why is this empty can here?” and I love answering them “ I feel someday some of you will feel.. it shouldn’t be kept empty and u people will fill some cookies here.. so that we all can have our share” and 10 out of 10 times they will be answer less…

Now I feel after continuing this for a month or so.. I can put some cookies in it.. ;-) feel like.. till then they will be sure its empty?? What do u say?

Pyar ki sukhi darakhton pe chalte hain..
Aaj phir hum unse kuch gujarish karte hain..

Mausam nahi... Hawa nahi..
Apne saaye se bhi darte hain..
Par phir bhie unhe saath lene chalte hain..
Bus yunhi din - raat unhe yaad karte hain!

Raaste nahi.. Manjil nahi..
Door door tak chiraag roshan nahi..
Par phir bhie unhe khojne chalte hain..
Bus yuhin din-raat unke liye jalte hain!

Dard nahi.. Dhadkan nahi..
Pyar k naam se bhie darte hain..
Par phir bhie unke deedar ko taraste hain..
Bus yuhin din - raat unka intzaar karte hain..

Na jaane hum ab bhie unse kyu itna pyar karte hain..!!

You have given meaning to my life..!!

When I breathe, your smell enters me..!!

When I hear, your voice surrounds me..!!

When I walk, your shadow accompanies me..!!

When I laugh, your heart touches me..!!

When I see, your eyes glitter at me,

You are always here with me..!!

The love of yours has created me..!!
All I want is, you, to believe me..!!

Socha na tha ki raat hogi..
Zindagi mein aisi bhie barsaat hogi..
Khwab jiske dekhta raha ye dil...
Unke dil mein, hamari ye haal hogi..

Apni majbooriyo mein hum khud jalenge..
Itna aetbaar khud pe na hum karenge..
Jaane kya dekha un aankhon mein..
kyu ruk jaati thi wo hume dekhkar?
Ab is baat ko na yaad karenge..

Socha na tha ki raaste alag honge..
Gum ho ya khushi hum sang-sang honge..
Unhe ye manjoor nahin..
Phir bhie har pal wo mere sang honge..

Raaton ki khamoshi jab bahut badhegi..
Unki yaadein pal-pal mujhe katla karengi..
Aanshu mein jab zindagi bahegi..
Kya unko bhi humari kami khalegi?

Mausam bhi rut bhi sab badlenge..
Jaaney unke dil mein phir kaun rahenge..
kya tab bhie mujhe dekh akela,
Wo khudse yahi kahenge..?
"Hai ye wahi pagal,
Elaaz jiska hum kabhi na karenge..
Chod do yunhi akela esay..
Ab bhie na baatein essay karenge
Ab toh duniya ki tarah.. hum bhi..
Ispe khoob hansenge.. Khoob hansenge.."

Door kahi kuch toh baaki hai?
Warna kyu ab abhi saanse aati hain?
Haan tum ho yahin.. shayad ye raat aadhi hai..
Kyu lagta hai kal phir subah hogi..
Tum hansogi.. aur phir kahogi..
"Kyu socha tumne ki raat hogi..
Zindagi main aise bhi barsaat hogi.
Nahi chhalkenge aansu tumhare
Ke main ab harpal tumhare saath rahungi...
Main har pal ab bus tumhare saath rahungi...."

Dost na jaane choot gaya kahin
Khushiyon ki fizaayen loot legaya kahin
Zindagi chalti rahi, par waqt ruk gaya yahin
Dard ki dava mat poocho
Rut ki hawa mat poocho
Raaton k sannatte ka haal,
Din mein bhie dikha degaya wahi
Durr itni durr, chalagaya najaane kahin
Raashte ka na pata
Na manjil ki khabar
Jaane kis jahan!!! chala gaya kahin

Bheed se bhare is jahan mein
Sabko akela chod gaya yahin
Zindagi ki umra badi kargaya
Har lamha lagta ab saal sa kahin

Durr baitha shayad dekhta hoga humein
Tim timati palkon se pukarta hoga humein

Kaash ke bol paun..
Main bhie hun akela yahan
Ek roz aajaunga wahin
Dost mera hai akela wahan
Saath uska nibhaunga wahin
Durr haan bahut durr
Ek din es jahan se chala jaunga kahin
Dost tere bina main bhie jiyunga nahi..

" Tonight, In my bed....
With the cushion of success...

I still wait, Life to unfold...
I still keep, emotions on hold...

The deadly night, makes me blind...
I know, morning is not far behind...

Birds are also keeping quite..
Assuring that I am right..

Let me water, seeds of patience, every night...
And stand against the winds, to fight..."

To Touch The Sun....

Its Been Long Since, I Woke Up....
Its Been Long Since, The Stars Have Gone....

My Heart Is Looking Back...
Thirsty Brain Show Roads Ahead...
Smile Has Ditched Me...
Those Feelings Make Me Red...

The Heat Of The Day Is Increasing...
The Sin In Me Is Not Diminishing...
I Still Want To Catch Those Eyes...
I Still Want To Live My Life...

Only Passion, Which Compels Me To Run...
That, I Still Want To Catch The Sun..."

Passing by the garden,
Getting drenched in the rain,
It’s the moment blowing me again.
Desire was kept waiting, for so long!
Heart was loosing life, everything was wrong.

There will be a time,
I will be the one most prime!
I’ll live by chocolate kisses,
I’ll smile through her eyes.
Clouds will be sailing around,
Will not charge any fare, for a round.
I’ll visit all those places,
For so long my heart has kept addresses.

I may fall, but who cares.
That will be spring or summer glare?
I may get lost, still I dare!
Coz the one I’ll have is so RARE!