Journey to the end... Destinations are few...

Today I saw myself in the mirror, I look mature, I look like a man now… The face is still the same but they give unique vibes, asking questions, like this is what it was supposed to be?

Eyes have become a little dull (I have started wearing specs), I don’t really look into them. They scare me; they tell me the truth of my journey… I hide, I run; I laze in the lost past and lost beliefs. I sleep over it, everyday it is the same. I try and then I try and then I again try.

At times it is just such weird silence, it is so weird that it talks to me… at times it is just too much of noise… my eyes hate noise… they have always washed the noise away… and then there is Silence again.

When was I happy? Yes I was, I know. When was I sad? Yes I was, I know. When was I not either? I don’t remember…

It is a journey after all, knowing the unknown and the thing I haven’t learnt is unknowing the known...

When I saw me… the mirror told me, this day won’t be given to you again, you wouldn’t look like this ever again, tomorrow you will have one more gray hair, tomorrow there would be so many less breathe left…

I ask, what is left, what I have not seen, and what would I see more, the mirror is numb, showing me The Me... Guess, I haven’t seen myself enough, Guess it is just me that I have not seen enough, it says I have to see me more.. Day after another, here at the same place!!!

If I had mirrors everywhere what would I fill it with… not me!!!
I would fill it with BELIEF and INNOCENCE to see the real me, Once Again…!

I wait for the Journey… coz this destination is not me!

Tere Beenaa Jiyaa Jaaye Naa
Tere Beenaa Jiyaa Jaaye Naa
Bin Tere, Tere Bin Saajanaa
Saans Mein Saans Aaye Naa

Jab Bhee Khayaalon Mein Too Aaye
Mere Badan Se Khushaboo Aaye
Mahake Badan Mein Rahaa Naa Jaaye,
Rahaa Jaaye Naa

Reshami Raate, Roj Naa Hogee
Ye Saugaate, Roj Naa Hogee
Jindagee Tuz Been, Raas Naa Aaye,
Raas Aaye Naa